| Christmas can't get better than this.
it just can't.
<3 <3 <3 <3
And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me now
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| okay, okay, i get it already.
i'll leave the happily ever afters to the rest.
so, we're alone again
i wish it were over
we seem to never end
only get closer
to the point where i can take no more
the clouds in your eyes
down your face they pour
won't you be the new one born to shine
i take the blue ones every time
walk me down your broken line
all you have to do is cry
yeah
all you have to do is cry
hush my baby now
your talking is just noise and won't lay me down amongst
your toys in a room where i can take no more
the clouds in your eyes
down your face they pour
won't you be the new one burn to shine
i take the blue ones every time
walk me down your broken line
all you have to do is cry
yeah
all you have to do is cry
photographs and brightly colored paper
are your mask you wear in this caper
that is our life
we walk right into the strife
and a tear from your eye brings me home
the clouds in your eyes
down your face they pour
won't you be the new one burn to shine
i take the blue ones every time
walk me down your broken line
all you have to do is cry
--joshua radin, closer
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| his birthday's coming up.
well. it's not is birthday, per se. it's the day i met him. back in kindergarten. after my first dog, brindle died, he made me feel better, and we became friends.
it sucks that this year, i still don't have a grave to visit for him.
it's funny how, after so many years, i still cling to the little bits of him i have left.
i miss him. i really need him right now.
i'm tired of hurting like this. it's a goddamn constant weight on my mind that won't go away.
why can't i stop crying?
why did they take him?
i miss him.
i love him.
everybody dies...
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this sucks.
i've felt like i've been missing a part of me ever since you moved to new york, you know that?
we never see each other.
and i hate it.
i know it's childish, but i want my bestie-forever back with me. i want to see you everyday and hear you laugh everyday and do something stupid with you everyday. i want to watch movies with you at night and joke about how lame the whole thing is, when we know that all movies shown on sci-fi past midnight are bound to fail epically. but that's the fun of it.
i want to go exploring with you and build a new fucking fort because they fucking tore mirkwood down and now there's no more tree with the word 'fuck' on it. i want to go scaring little kids at halloween with her. i want to be with you because you make me happy.
you're like my other half that i can't do without.
you get me in a way that no one ever really has.
i'm no good at these long posts. i just don't have it in me anymore. but you understand what i'm saying.
i love you, and no combination of words can describe how much i miss you.
jewish fighter pilots are GO.
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man. something's wrong with me.
i don't know what it is.
am i stupid or just a horrible person?
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